You all made me weep. Shame on you!
Thank you for you encouraging words, love and experiences. I am honored.
I had three days off from work and indulged in an orgy of cleaning and organization, something I find very Zen and in-the-moment to do. If I can't have ordered inner space at least my outer space is going to be spic-n-span, dammit.
I don't feel any better, but I'm not any worse. Holding is good.
And I have some most excellent medicine to ingest later...Scott came home with a chocolate fudge cake today! Just THINK of how many endorphins I'll get from that.
Better living through chemistry!